he's stressed and in a rough moment in life, i understand that and i'm trying to convince myself not to take personally his sudden stiffness. no "i love you" last night. no "morning beautiful" this morning. does he stop loving when life gets rough...or does he just lose the ability to express what he still feels?
or was it even love to begin with?
he's held on through my wishy-washy hesitations, through pms and illness...seems like love. guess it's my turn to be patient and loving until he comes back around. he won't let me help him, maybe because i said i couldn't. i realized i was being stupid and cowardly and selfish. i forgot to be a friend...not just a lover. i'll be better about that in the future. at least i'll try.
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